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Life is an undiscovered river:
& I’m jumpin' in head first.

And now and then I miss those days,
But coming back to this place,
I realize it ain't him I miss,
It's that young girl, wide-eyed, first love, one time innocence

The one thing I can't get back is the one thing I miss

perfect ; adj, undefined.

I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
So I can say this is the way that I used to be

do you ever wonder
what your life looks
like through someone
elses eyes ??

Time you enjoyed wasting is not wasted time.

if i could give you one thing i wish for you the ability to
see yourself as others see you. then you would realize
what a truly amazing person you are. <3

I'm missing your laugh, how did it break? And when did your eyes begin to look fake? I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
-Dashboard Confessional.

You change for two reasons:
One, you learn enough that you want to.
Or two, you hurt enough that you have to.

in three words i could sum up
everything i learned about life:
it goes on
everything i learned about love:
it doesnt last
and everything i learned about people:
they change fast

Every time people ask me if I'm okay it’s just a reminder that I'm not.

Smart girls are more concerned about having fun then looking perfect.

You can't stay mad at someone who makes you laugh.

I guess you can say I've changed, but you never knew me in the first place.

Life's just like a treadmill. No matter how fast you go or how hard you try, you'll sometimes never get anywhere. It's like riding a fast rollercoaster blindfolded. There will be ups and downs, & you won't know when there will be sharp turns.. you won't even know when it'll end. Life's like a book. Every page is a mystery, but you're the one in charge of the pen. When things go wrong, life is like an hour glass. Sooner or later the sand hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient & wait for someone to just turn everything around. It's like walking in the snow. Be careful with the steps you take because every footprint will show. Making a mistake doesn't matter; what matters is how determined you are to fix it. But remember, a mistake is like white out.. no matter how hard you try to cover it up, you can always tell that it's still there.

Who are you to judge me and the life I live? I know I'm not perfect- and I don't claim to be. But before you start pointing your fingers, make sure your hands are clean.

Things don't have to be extraordinary to be beautiful, Even the ordinary can be beautiful.

Life is what you make it.

Sometimes I lie awake at night and I ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.' -Charlie Brown.

I'm blasting my music to try to drown out my thoughts,
but it's pointless because the lyrics only remind me of what I want to forget.

If youre not living life on the edge, youre taking up too much space.

Life's a garden; dig it.

" if youre gonna pressure me to do something, ill probably do the opposite; so if you tell me to get skinny, im probably gonna get fat, just to piss you off. "

" nevermind the cloudy days. "

shoudlve; wouldve; couldve; but i didn’t

Sometimes I look at you, and I wonder...do you ever sit here...and look at me too?

this girl is magical
she's confident and funny
and proud to be herself
& i try to convince myself
that i'm the same way.

Our teacher told us to highlight everything we wanted, so i went up and marked you with my highlighter<3

He said, "I'll make you smile for the simple fact that I'm good at it. I'll make you smile, just so I can sit and look at it."

He said simply, " My daddy used to tell me that the first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you try, the feeling never goes away. This girl you been tellin' me about was your first love. And no matter what you do, she'll stay with you forever. "
- The Notebook; Nicholas Sparks

I think the reason I still have feelings for you is because I am terrified. I am terrified to let you go. What if I don't find someone like you? And I really won't be able to handle you with another girl.

they all know
and even though i`m embarrassed
i can`t help but smile
when they all say
"oohhh you like him"

She smiles like everyone expects her to; she's living up to the expectation of never letting anything get to her. But something's wrong with that smile today. Congratulations, kid; You got to her.

youre the one i stay up all night for; thinking up of cute little things that could never happen

he asked me do you know what your problem is? and i replied Yes, i do. i fell in love with the idea that no matter what happened, you'd always be there for me. When havent i? he asked - & with a tear running down my cheek i replied, Ever since she walked through the door

i dont want to have the same old story;
girl and boy fall in love -- boy breaks girls heart.
no, lets start something new;
girl and boy fall in love & stay that way.

11/14/06

LOVE <3

when i say i miss you,
what do you think of first?

So is this what it's like to fall in love?
To lay there in my bed, pretending to be asleep,
When really you're the only thing on my mind.
Then when I wake up in the morning I think
" I wonder what he's doing right now"
You could call it obsessed.
I call it teenage love.

i've been dropping hints all week
but you just can't seem to realize
i love you, you idiot!

I'm scared because
I don't want anyone else
To have your heart

and i know we don't talk as much, and there's been plenty of times when we walk right by eachother without saying a word. but then there's those times when our eyes meet. and i know, deep down, your missing me as much as im missing you.

Nobody takes a picture
of something they want to forget

So. How much of this relationship was rehearsed?

Friends...

Random...

i wanna see what you're insides look like. i bet you're not pretty on the inside as much as you are on the outside..

Corey: Why didn’t you call her?
Shawn:Because I don’t know what to say to her
Corey: How about “hello”?
Shawn: But it would come out “hey i want to have your babies”
->Boy Meets World

like september 1 or something like that :]

 Alright. So highschool has started. It kinda sucks but i'll get used to it. idk. I really dont feel like writing all my feelings and such as i usually do for the very few times i update this. i'm just going to post pictures and quotes.

MYRTLE BEACH SUMMER `O6 WAS AMAZING! (:
I miss it and everyone sooo much. I love you all.

thats where i belong <3

the sky was gray but the moments def. weren't. (:

So here's to the nights,
Where the sand is our seat,
The waves kiss our feet,
&& our memories,
Out number the stars.

I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt. Pictures will never replace having been there. Words can never replace feelings &; memories good and bad will bring tears.
- i miss the beach so fucking much. ):

Myrtle beach.
Where we planned on turning the music up and the drama down.
But what we ended up doing was
turning the music down cause the parents were in the room
and the girls hooked up with so many guys the drama went UP!

These next quotes are pretty much just for Ninette and Meagan.

Im starting to realize
That we live in order
To change someone elses life

Laughing so hard, we practically cry,
Sitting home bored until we basically die,
Cracking jokes about the psychos we know,
Cause drama wherever we go.
Where there's one of us,
The other can usually be found.
Just can't imagine,
what i'd do without you around

Me and my friends don't need drugs,
We're naturally messed up

Good friends sign your year book
once, maybe twice.
Best friends fill up the pages with
hilarious insiders.

With friendship it doesn't matter
How long you've known them,
Or how many fights you've been in,
All that matters, is who said they'd be there
in the end, and who proved it.

And even though they don't talk anymore,
They shared some of the best memories together
This just reminded me of me and laur so that's why i have a picture of us.

So what if we fight over the last piece of pizza,
Or who gets to hold the popcorn,
We're best friends -- We're allowed to.

We're friends, real friends.
That means no matter how long it takes,
When you finally do decide to look back,
I'll be here.

Life...

In life, god does not give you the people you want.
He gives you the people you need,
To teach you, to hurt you, to love you, to make you laugh
To make you exactly the person you should be

Life too short for regrets,
So live it up,
And remember that what you did,
Was at one point,
What you wanted.

Random...

So what if i'm a bitch?
you'e a whore. and personally,
i'd rather be known for what i do.
not WHO i do.

Xanga, Myspace,
and other blogs.
Just another way to
[spill your guts] out.

The rest are about EL OH VE EEE! <3

You can't tell someone you love them & then change
your mind; that's not how it works. once you love
someone, you always love them, don't you? isn't
there a part of you who thinks of him for no reason
what so ever? they'll always be in the back of your mind,
& no matter how much you love someone else,
you always love him too. <3

Its not simple. "moving on" everyone makes it seem like it's so easy to do.
But what happens when everything around you reminds you of him?
What happens when you can't go a day thinking about what he might be doing at that second? What happens before falling asleep,
you wonder what you did wrong & the reasons why it ended.
But most of all,
you tear yourself apart with the question. "does he ever think about me?"

Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like shit.
you still had happy memories. & you're always going to miss them.
don't try to replace him, cause you won't. just get through each day
& eventually it'll get better. i promise. eventually someone will come
into your life, & whether or not you realize it, they're going to be
something special to you. so don't throw yourself at every guy you see,
trying to replace him, or at least dull the memories. cause you're only
going to make yourself see how hard he is to replace. someone better
will eventually come along.

she tries to stay away from him.. but it's so hard not knowing that it doesn't make a difference whether she's right in his face or a t.h.o.u.s.a.n.d miles away. either way, all she is to him is a memory. <\3

baby, youve got me up against the wall
so kiss a little harder, grab a little tighter
because tonight; i'm all yours.

it's like going to high on playground swings & taking
polariods to show where it all begins. laying down,
out of breath with pink in your cheeks. baby, it's love
and i don't want anything else. it just feels right for
once in my life.

always remember:
when a guy sweeps you off
your feet; you're in the perfect
postion to fall on your ass.

I try to smile when I see other girls with you.
I act like everything is okay, but you don't
know how it feels to be so in love
with someone who doesn't even care.

A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy.
It's always nice to know that someone's afraid to lose you.

Everyone in the world could have told me
he was going to break my heart,
but there's just some things you have
to find out on your own.

Before bed i always,
Review my day,
It only takes a few minutes,
But when I've been with you,
I review every word,
Every joke,
Everytime our eyes met,
I lay awake all night long.

If he cries when you get in fights,
If he will give up his pride to show he cares,
If he says he loves you infront of his friends,
He's a keeper.

&& he poured a bottle of water over them,
Just so she could be kissed in the rain

Love isn't overrated.
There is a reason
For all those songs
And the elderly couples
in the park, holding hands.
Just ask them.
Love isn't overrated.

Love is like spinning in circles on a summer day.
It feels so great at first, and exciting
And slowly, you begin to fall,
And you realize, how much it hurts.
You will always have that grass stain on your jeans,
Like a scar on your heart,
But soon enough,
When someone helps you back onto your feet,
There you are, spinning again.

more pictures will be on later

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